i`m officially happy

thank you very much :]

i ain`t gon lie thangz are still hectic . but i`m gettin` better little by little and i ain`t droppin` tearz no more so it`z all good . ya know i feel like the lucciest person with mah homiez beside me . they been tryin` to make me feel better by hittin` me up, buyin` me icecream&chocolate, givin` me shoulderz to cry on, writin` me notez, and all that cute shitz . wordz can`t describe how thankful i am and y`all know who you are :] . last week hasn`t been the best one . slowjamz be makin` me sad and shit but tried mah best to get mah mind off everythang . thangz be HARD but whatever ya know, that`z what i gotta go thru . well felt like scribblin` alil but now i am sleepy so yeah, byebye loverz .

don`t hate cuhz mah homiez are better than yourz <3 . they got me smilin` fosho .

IG 4I----: i can feel your pain
IG 4I----: we like simanese twins
IG 4I----: we are joined together

-----t eEniE: stupid bitch
-----t eEniE: you don't need him, you got me bby.
-----t eEniE: why cry for something who's not worth the tears no more, hes a fool his LOSS. he lost my babygirrl . too bad suckah.
-----t eEniE: even if it does hurt, i kno you can get thru it, jus watch
-----t eEniE: you be sucessful
-----t eEniE: that nigga will REGRET
-----t eEniE: YOUR2GOOD FOR HIM
-----t eEniE: if he dosent appreciate that.
-----t eEniE: thaaaan fucccccccck him

SulLen-------: you knoe i care i dont wanna see you cry..
SulLen-------: thats what homiez are for..
SulLen-------: always be there for you...
SulLen-------: promise when we kick it ill focus on keepin a smile on your face..

V75-----: heeyoung im always goin be by your side
V75-----: you my nigga
V75-----: hey i got a shoulder and some tissue
V75-----: its all yours 

---Marlon: stay strong girl
---Marlon: you are a really sweet and caring person. u dont need all this drama, its juss weighin u down. u have to get ur priorities strait.
---Marlon: juss dry ur tears
---Marlon: juss smile ok? girls look 100 times better smiling then crying

-----BME ABBY: dont expect everything to fade a way in a quick snap you know
-----BME ABBY: its okaii to be weak. your weakness will improve your strength to what lies ahead of you
-----BME ABBY: dont be scared to cry you know, just let it all out, it`ll feel better
-----BME ABBY: it`ll take time you know.
-----BME ABBY: just keep ya head up. his loss aint yours. so dont even think too much about it
-----BME ABBY: YOU WiLL PREVAiL

-----boyAE: you don't deserve this
-----boyAE: you dont' deserve anything close to this
-----boyAE: so screw it
-----boyAE: crying doesn't mean you're weak
-----boyAE: or any less of a person
-----boyAE: just get that stuff out
-----boyAE: its natural

--LOCSTA 12 22: that fagget
--LOCSTA 12 22: shesh get over his ass
--LOCSTA 12 22: daaaym
--LOCSTA 12 22: bfor i smoke him and throw him in a dump
--LOCSTA 12 22: maybe i might just kidnap him and throw him in LA

ain`t life a bitch . is this what i get for tryin` to be the best gurlfriend . when are all the liez and bullshitz gon stop . i got tricced into some game and wasted mah time . i thot i deserved better than fuccen liez from that niggah`z mouth . i`ve gone thru so much and i`ve sacrificed so much . i talked mah homiez out of jumpin` his ass, i got into shitz with bitchez cuhz they don`t like him, i stood up for his ass when people were turnin` their baccz on him at one moment, i let mah gradez slip a bit, and i even stopped smokin`, partyin`, n drinkin` . uh huh this is what i fuccen get . first time he got caught slippin`, i let it slide cuhz no-one ain`t perfect . everyone got flawz and it was bullshit about past so i tried not to give a fucc even tho it was hard . now that i been almost over that shit, he got caught slippin` again . that niggah thinkz i am stupid or some shitz . he be thinkin` he can make up everythang by buyin` me this and that but niggah, you can never heal mah heart by bullshittin` from your ass . he has disrespected all mah loved onez by hurtin` me and puttin` me into such situation . i feel like the worst daughter for dissapointin` mah parentz by piccin` a straight up dumbass as a boyfriend . specially mah dad cuhz i know that he never wanna see me hurt cuhz of a niggah . ain`t that some shit cuhz mah dad liked that dumbass alot . close homeboyz didn`t like him cuhz of how he treated me yet i never listened and acted like a bitch . i feel bad for mah homiez for dissapointin` them by droppin` teardropz on a worthless bitch . right now i don`t know what to think no more . i juss wanna go punch that niggah but on the other hand i don`t think i can cuhz of all the memoriez . i know he gon regret what he done fosho tho and i will make sure he does . homiez been makin` me feel better and i gotta thank you guyz fosho . i need to be strong and do mah thangz and not give a fucc . i got no time to give a fucc about a dumbass liar bitch anywayz . i hope i can get over this issue and be the old youngin` again . i know it gon be hard but all i can do is pray for dem better dayz .

i feel so much better after scribblin` and gettin` thangz out of mah mind . this entry be angry and shit too . oh wellz i am out . happy halloween mah loverz .